I’m lost, so lost but I’ll never be far gone. I lost hope with these ropes that you tied behind my back. You tossed me in the lake but I got out for my own sake. I used to hold my tongue in fear but now I’d like to make this clear. I laid with you until my hatred grew for the person you’d become because you made yourself my enemy ‘til there was nothing left to love. And I’m done, so done with this sadness that I’ve had. I found hope ‘cause I’m close to finding my own path and I’m sick of trying to please everybody else but me. To fall in line or just be free should have never been a choice for me. Cause I’m fine now. I know that I was wrong. You’ll find out that we’re right where we belong. Cause I have come to grips with just what my life is and that’s all that I could ask for. I found my home in a room full of smoke with my whole life ahead of me, my friends right next to me. All of the people that I used to loathe have all gone away from MY FRIENDS STAY CLOSE. I have come to grips with just what my life is and that’s all that I could ask for and I can only pray that you will see one day that I am right where I belong.
"You’ll be fine. You’re 25. Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time."